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07 July 2009 @ 06:17 pm

Some girls are just too stupid / My 4th of July.

You, my friend , why are you so stupid at times? You're the one of the "click" that always acts tough around everyone but for some things youre just too naive. IF A GUY IS HURT YOU ONCE, HE WILL DO IT AGAIN. Some girls just dont understand that or want to even believe that. I wish i could help out my friend more...

Anyway enough of that. I really need new LJ icons but im too lazy to create some anddd its hard to find any good ones. Specially of bands. Twilight icons they always post them over at

lion_lamb and half of them are really simple or bad. Not talking mess about anyone's work, just saying! Thats why i dont bother making any, cuz i know they'll suck (:

Finally the last day of pre calculus class was yesterday and today i was planning on going to the GYM. It always makes me feel better about myself and body. But when i went to the restroom in the morning... surprise! Bloody hell did i got a surprise ha. I got my period and the pills i take have no effect at all. So the GYM has to be rescheduled for another time.

Did i talk about my 4th of July? I think i will.
So my boyfriend spend the night over and slept in the living room with my cousin and bro, on friday night. We all woke up around 4:20am saturday to get our stuff ready to make a trip to huntsville tx which is like an hour and a half. We wanted to take a good spot (it was worth it!) and got there at exactly 7. We had a little difficulties with how to pay for the entrance since it wasnt opened yet, but we did. We got there and it was sooooooo quiet and relaxing, we played in the swings for a bit and enjoyed the view. Then i think around 9, we got in our swimsuits and headed in the special river area to swim!
When i go swiming the little trash always bothers me and my bf says i will get used to it. IDK.
So the water felt warm and i missed the non-chlorine water! It was fabulous and we spent almost the whole day there! Then we ate and swam again and blah blah blah. At 3 we headed back home and dropped my bf off (his mom was still at work).
And then waited at midnight for the fireworks TAH-DAH!
It was fun and the most amazing i've ever had i swear.

Enough of me, how about you? XD
I hate the font on this layout sooo much! I'm off to re-write my novel :)

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05 July 2009 @ 03:23 pm

Just so you know.

I wanted to let people know about my livejournal community:

anamcr_designs .
I update with new resources i make and more misc stuff. It's gonna be rad with the time. Spread the word if you can too <3
Thanks!

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28 June 2009 @ 03:31 pm

I know.

I know i havent written on here for a while but eh
Anyway, I went to the movies last night with my boyfriend (even though my friends where suppoused to be there too but they went by themselves!) anyway, and we first saw Transformers and it was you know, okay. Then My Sister's Keeper but i didnt like it at all. Nothing is like the book and i loved the book so much! It was really boring and since everyone is saying they cried... I didnt! And im a very sensitive person! Wow. That sucked!
And then when we were leaving, i needed to pee. So when i came out to wash my hands a girl covered in piercings was like "OMG you look so cute can i take a picture of you?!" and i said "sure" Then she showed it to me, it was so weird.
It's happened before that people want to take my picture i just dont understand WHY?!

Ive been updating more my website than on here, idk why.

Oh and have yall heard "The Fallen"? Evanescence without Amy even though i think that new chick is trying sooo hard to be like her. BLAH.

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09 May 2009 @ 11:48 pm

Fantastic =)

Well my night was nice, I went to the movies with my boyfriend, and in the previews this popped out:

Yea i know. If you haven't read the book then i dont think you'll get the emotional feeling to it. I wanted to cry so badly when i was watching it, but hey i acted strong. This book is soooooooooooooo good. I cannot wait for the movie. If you havent read it yet, i really recommend it. "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult i think im spelling it right.

( Read S P O I L E R about what the book is about. Shortly written by me lol. )

So thats it for me. Im pretty tired. Happy Mothers Day!!

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29 April 2009 @ 07:46 pm

Pic 2.

<3

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28 April 2009 @ 08:26 pm

Bad.

Im bad i havent updated about my life in a while have i?
Hmmm well nothing much going on! I finally officialy told my aunt about my boyfriend, so no more need in hiding to hang out yay! First place i went was his house on friday to hang out, his birthday was last wednesday.
I'm doing really bad in school and i know i can bring one of those 2 failing grades up, but sometimes im too lazy. It has to stop!!
My life is the same old boring stuff :D

I made one of these. They are just like LiveJournal but more advanced.
I will never leave LJ though XD So many years together!
Okay from now on i will post a picture everyday that either makes me really happy or really sad.

Todays pic:

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18 April 2009 @ 04:33 pm

Dead Silence

I bought Dead Silence the other day and even though I'd seen it before, it still amazes me AND scares me lol. It's very very very rainy today and so dark outside with a lot of thunder. And with that part on the movie where the scary clown comes out, it can give nightmares! Lol.
So i got it for $5 even though it was $9, i insisted it was in the $5 bin, which was.

My life has been pretty good lately. Spring dance was canceled yesterday because of the storm. It was Alan's and I 2 month anniversary this past wednesday and next wednesday is his birthday! I dont know what to give him and i really dont have a lot of money.
My aunt even said she was gonna cut cable/internet because they cut her hours at work.
She always seems to be in such a cranky mood, thats why i stay most of the time in my room so i dont have to deal with her in the living rooom or kitchen. I havent been to the movies in like 2 or 3 weeks (which is a long time if you knw me) but im reserving every chance i get to hang out with my BF. And also money.
I feel bad i dont hang around as much as i used to with my bff but thats cool.
Yeah okay lighting is scaring me now, laterz.

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09 April 2009 @ 04:25 pm

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HAPPY 32nd BIRTHDAY, MR. GERARD WAY.
YOU'RE A TRUE HERO.

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14 March 2009 @ 09:07 pm

I havent

I havent cried in a long time
Now i feel like i cant stop.

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09 March 2009 @ 08:18 pm

I use glasses now.

Its not THAT bad you know. Thats me in the icon >>
My eyes just get tired a bit when i wear them and when i dont. So on friday i donated blood for my 2nd time. It wasnt so bad as before. This time it was not so painful and so much faster. I did felt a bit lightheaded aftrwards but just a bit, maybe its because im not the right weight to donate but i still did ha!
My mom says that you gain weight when you donate blood is this true? Anyway, i got to skip 2 classes and got an awesome green tshirt.
I spend my weekend with Alan &hearts; lol We went to the movies....... I mean i dont know what else to do but do something i LOVE so hey the movies that is! You might think that thats all i do but really, i do it because i love movies. Kay?

I cant believe im going to be a senior by september. FCUK YES.

PS. Today my history/economics teacher gave me a box of some new professional coloring pencils. YES.

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27 February 2009 @ 10:33 pm

mean meadium mode range? haha

So I took the test, wasnt hard i think he was trying to give trick questions but neh! I bet i will get an A on it. Im not trying to be a show off but it was easy really. I let my friend copy the bonus question though, he owes me big time.

As you might know, one of my obsessions and love are movies. And i hadnt bought any recently which makes me sad.. But yesterday i bought Pineapple Express ($20). Dont know if its worth my money but i really like the movie so what the heck. I was looking for Saw 5 but only found the especial edition one but it was like $30 and i was like no thank you.
I finally got Photoshop CS3 woohoo.. Anyone recommend any good coloring or anything tutorials?

My life is boring really. Oh imma donate blood again next week! Friday to be exact. Did i ever write about what happened last time? IDK, let me check and if i didnt, i will =)

I havent eated pizza in forever haha nah, i just saw the ad from pizza hut and really want some now. I believe i dont drink cokes or anything other than water now. I rarely drink cokes like at parties or when i go to the movies or out to eat you konw that stuff and its usually on saturdays but i dont do it as much anymore. I think tahts why i dont feel as fat/full anymore. (Im not soo crazy about my weight though). Its not about my weight, but i got used to it already. My aunt buys me packs of water bottles for like a month and i just grab one everyday..

What else what else.
Oh! This past weekend i went to the mall to get our imac checked (They SUCK dont buy them) because the mouse once again for like the 5th time didnt work and i told them iwas getting annoyed by it so they just keep giving us a new one. Anyway, it was my friends bday on monday so i bought her a Middium shirt, shes not tiny but not fat. And i wasnt planning on going to buy anything because i looked like crap honestly. I was wearing my xtra large hoodie and some pants 3x my size.. and when i was gonna check out the shirt the guy is like "is this shirt for you?" and im like "no its a gift actually" then hes like "oh yea cuz i was about to say its a BIT too small for you ya knw?"
it pissed me off and was about to tell him to go fuck his gayguy or something but that wouldve been MEAN.
and i dont do MEAN.
just BAD.

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26 February 2009 @ 06:55 am

Early Morning

Bleh its just about to be 7am and im ready to go to school..
Nothing interesting in my life though.
My sister got a new car yesterday, its one of those that are flat from behind? yeahhh ha i make fun of it but hey!
Mmm im staying for chemistry tutorials today since we're having a test on friday.
I finally get this stuff we're doing but i still wanna do good to bring up my class grade since i have it very low cuz i havent turned in homework in a while.. hmm.
Ill write more when i get back later today =)

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15 February 2009 @ 07:47 pm

..

HE asked me out today.
It wouldve been awesome-er if he had yesterday but hey!

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07 February 2009 @ 12:37 pm

My dreams are better than the reality..

So i drempt(sp?) about that one guy im almost, if not already, in love with. Lets call him AJ.
Ive never had before.. but yesterday, we first talked in person. Me and my awkwardness made it a little hard thoguh. Everytime we made eye contact my heart melted a bit. Then i would look at his lips and melt even more..
He gave me his number on wednesday. (Note, i did not asked for it :p ) But i was so happy when i did. I told him if i was being annoying or creepy that i was sorry but sometimes i can be. He told me i wasnt, that he liked talking to me.
So when i woke up today and after washing my face and brushing my teeth, i came back to lay down and remembered my dream.
In it, we were together. Sat together and when i put my head on the table, he put his on top of mine. I would see him through my classroom window, and he would look up and smile.
I cant remember much, but im so dissapointed it was only a dream.

I know im going to come back to this in like a year and laugh about it because maybe that person doesnt even like me back and by then id be talking about someone else...

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01 February 2009 @ 08:20 pm

Valentine's Day Month

February. Ew. I dont like this month at all. Maybe because of Valentines and seeing pink all around. Don't get me wrong, I love pink. But not SO much.
My bff's bday is on the 13th though! It will be amazing =)!!!

Today was a good day. Distracted me of a lot of stuff. Me and Daisy went to the movies and watched Mall Cop. It was nice.. 8.5/10 for me. We're saving up the movie tix for 2009 though ha. We already have 3 so far:
Yes Man, My Bloody Valentine and this one. Then, we went to eat at Jack in the Box. It was so good, im still full! She let me borrow her purple beanie and i let her borrow my black hat. Honestly, people might think we're lesbians for the whole time we spend together. But i dont care, we're just besties. Im more straight than a metric ruler ha! :| lol
Then we walked to Kroger and ate candies, looked thorugh books, magazines then we found the make up section! I bougght this really pretty electric-sparkly blue eyeshadow, called "Mardi gras" haha.

I need to work on my chemistry (balancing equations) homework.. study for my algebra 2 test.. do my journalism homework.. ugh >.<!

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31 January 2009 @ 04:24 pm

10 Miles Wide

Im listening to Escape the Fate, one of my favorite bands, and remembering old times for some reason. I miss the people i used to hang out with like 2 years ago.
Life is confusing for me right now. It's very hard to trust people. And ive never been that type of girl having trouble with that. I guess its just the lessons/experiences ive been going through lately.

And oh my fucking Edward Cullen.
Like 3 days ago i discovered I didnt have "Ghost of You" by MCR on my iTUNES!!
How the fuck not? But then i remembered i had deleted it because of a break up that was like hmmm a year ago? Dont remember... a long time but geezuz I felt gulty.

Anyway, since YouTube sucks big time, MySpace has the new MCR video, Desolation Row.
I was soooo happy to see it!
Here are some reasons:
1) The "The Black Parade" outfits were gone, GONE I TELL YOU! The REVENGE times are in the horizon.
2) Gerard's hair is orgasmic :d Just kidding. But it looks better than ever!
3) Frank seems to have shaved lol
4) Mikey is like WOAH O_O
5) Still brings me back to the old MCR, and gives me hopes for the next album.

People are bitching about it, saying how much they ruined the song, the video sucks, an "emo" band (like always), boring.. blah blah blah.
MCR has been my favorite band since early 2004, and I hope they will always be. They cant ALWAYS come out with fuckign awesome songs, but that doesnt mean that they havent.
In case one day for some mysterious reasons one of their albums suck, I still have the pasts ones to listen to!
I dont know if i explained myself well XD
Anyway, here's the video I got from someones MySpace. I downloaded mine thanks to a friend from LJ, ill post their link later since I forgot. My apologiezz :')

Desolation Row

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28 January 2009 @ 07:58 pm

School sucks.

We are currently taking the Standford, and tomorrow is my/our LAST DAY EVER TAKING IT!
We are going to be seniors next year and that makes me both sad and happy! I cant believe it! Feels like it was yesterday when I was in the 8th grade and looked forward and was scared shitless for high school! But oh well. I hope it all goes well and i hope to do good on these. I do not want or plan on attending summer school >.<

So i stoped writing my fic (I got that comment about it not being fanfic, I KNOW. I didnt know where else to put it. Sorry i forgot to reply!) and doing tutorials. School is killing me.
I kinda miss our Chemistry teacher. He's been gone for 2 weeks, and we dont get shit. Like, we dont get what some stuff is about. He's in the hospital because of cancer. He might be very strict and mean but hes also a good teacher.

Escape the fate is coming in like 2 weeks ..i wont go cuz its a school night.. fucking..sucks..

Boys suck too.

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01 January 2009 @ 11:29 pm

It's a mistery.

If you're a chick, hasnt it happened to you before that theres a time you're all lonely and want a guy in your life but no one comes around but when a cute guy starts talking to you.. another one you've liked before or more guys start talking to you? Honestly man D:

Anyway, today was pretty damn boring. I spent my whole time texting Sergio and Damian and more ppl. It's so weird how I invest all my time in my room, with the laptop and not going downstairs for nothing! Well, i only go eat. I just ate by the way, a hot pocket D: lol I was starviiiing.

Im going to the movies tomorrow. Im not sure of what to wear. Im thinking this new green shirt, with a black skirt, my black and green striped tights (not sure, its gonna make me feel like halloween and people stare at me weird..) and my awesome "Amy Lee" boots lol. But eh, doesnt really matter. Me and Diasy always go together she says we look like lesbians hahaha :|

Ive spent a lot of time lately on DeviantArt, submitting a lot of work I havent posted. Ch ch check it out!

Tags: deviantart, eating: hot pockets, going to the: movies

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01 January 2009 @ 03:32 am

Happy 2009!

Woahh dude.
If you go back pages in this journal, I have the "Happy 2008" post XD
Anywho, I was typing the 2nd chapter to "A Beautiful Lie" I already posted the first one over at fanfiction.net. I did a few changes, well added a bit more detail and corrected some typos. I'm still not done with the second one, makes it so hard to write about someone who just lost her best friend since I've never (and hope to never be) been in that situation. Please read it and comment it thank you!

So, 2009 huh? I hope is way better than 2008 honestly. Specially for me, in my 'love' life. I hope and want to get a piercing, but i know thats not happening until i turn 18. I really have no resoulutions whatsoever, i'll just take life as it comes.
Tonight, last night, in new years whatever lol, my aunt gave me champagne and that shit is horrible! Didn't like it, so instead i picked the grapes plate and started eating them! Delicious. So of course, i had to sent out 234567890 text messages lol to all mah people! :D Who i care and love a lot, honestly, i have great friends!! In the past ive had greedy, selfish, bitchy girls claiming and posing to be my best friends but not this time buddy! Daisy is pretty kick ass ;] Even though she drinks margaritas without me :( lol. Fireworks were beautiful! We popped some too, not me, but my little cousins did they seemed to really enjoy it. I was entertained honestly. But it was freeeezzzing out there, i just came inside. Pigged out in the food. I just remembered we have cake and not ate a piece! It looked so good, with pineapples, peaches, strawberries <3
Talking about strawberries, i havent finish watching "Across the Universe", i was like half way and i really really liked it. It made me like and appreciate The Beatle's music. I used to say they sucked, please forgive me :'(

I redyed my hair yay! I mean im still keeping the red, but it needed retouching again. I loved this color, this hairdye was cheaper than the one i used before and it gave me the color i wanted.
I really need to let my hair grow this year! I think thats like my only resolution yup.

Oh wow. Well what else? Oh i also want to post some links for you guys to check out honestly d00d:
- A Beautiful Lie ; Where Id be posting the story. Read it!!
- Dazzled by Twilight ; Needs more people! If you're a fan please register, its from a friend.
- Fake Reflection ; My site. Check ittttt out.
- You Tube ; My YouTube account where id be posting some new vids soon ;D
(Dont make a fuckign joke out of my username, Its not to be read "anal" lmao. It's ana-one-mcr. anamcr had already be taken okay? XD thanks)

I dont know what else to say but home you had a wonderfull new years day. Doesnt matter if you went or had a huge/small party or celebrated only with your closest friends or girl/boyfriend or alone and happy. As long as you feel good and happy, its all that matters. Happy New Year!

Tags: a beautiful lie, across the universe: movie, hair: dying, twilight

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30 December 2008 @ 11:15 am

Not knowing

So its teachnically December 31st, its jsut passed midnight and im in my laptop with really high speakrs playing the old, cool Avril Lavigne and i just remembered everyones asleep because they gotta work tomorrow.
Anyway, I just came from WalMart. I needed to go out, i love staying home and be by myself but i needed to get out for today, so i got ready and we left.
I have money on me, and it always seems that i have nothing to buy. And when i dont have money, im dying for a dollar! So, i bought 2 new shirts, a new hair dye, socks and chocolates =]. im not tired or sleepy at all. Lately, ive been staying up until 3 in the morning. Its not bad, i just hope i change of habits before going back to school. Im off to watch a movie now, and eat my chocolates and candies.

Some people dont understand my heart is taken by someone. We're not going out and i doubt we ever will, but hes the only one i feel a little of 'love' for. All the other guys is just lust. Honestly.
I wish that guy would realize how hard ive been crushing on him for 6 months now.
Wow.

Tags: hair: dying, staying at home doing: watching movies

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