Starting to learn how to draw and color anime/manga using an awesome new program called PaintTool SAI. It's AMAZING.

So today for P.E we worked out inside and did steps. 20 mins later and we were all sweaty and tired. Then we have to go outside and start learning about basketball. But it was freezing cold out there! We were so hot from our work out to just come out like that might had been a bad idea. I got a headache because of that actually. My friend Miriam gave me some pills though :)

The day was okay, Alan and his backpain went home early (See i wrote about you i know you read this ^.^). Oh and i was going through all posts theyre funny. I sounded so bitter and blah-ish. Hope tomorrow is a better day.

Picture of the day:




DANG LOOK AT THOSE FINE GUYS OVER HERE! jk.
MCR making a come back after almost 4 years since last album, yes yes?

Woah haven't posted here in a while.. Guess it's because of Fake Reflection, where i blog the most.

My thanksgiving was okay, you know, just family, food and computer! My computer is my best friend actually ^.^ Yesterday I got a new Bamboo Drawing tablet! I was so excited to get one because i wanted to follow Denorii's steps. Drawing is very hard, this is my first Hayley sketch:

Ha i know right? That's how mad my drawing skills in tablet are! But i used Corel, the program it came with and it has great brushes (like the hair one) but i feel Photoshop will give me a better drawing so I'll try using that one next :/

Um what else? Xmas is almost HERE and then NEW YEAR wow! I think this will be my 3rd year in livejournal or 4th? Still, thats great! My grandpa is coming to visit from Mexico, I haven't seen him in almost 9 years so I'm very very nervous to see him and what he will think of me? Im not sure, I hope its all happiness though. School is sucky! We have to read "CRIME AND PUNISHMENT" and im suppoused to be on page 400, and im barely on 40. I dont know what's gotten into me but I HAVE to pass that class (English) to graduate and Im failing it!
Boo, oh well. Tomorrow back to school after thanksgiving break, starting with PE my favorite class :D!

Thats all for now, Im off to write a damn essay that was due a month ago.

So since i did a recovery on my computer photoshop seems a bit off with colors. Here are a few examples:
( under the cut.. )

Yeah, I just came here to let this out. Nice new icon huh? I love me some Megan Fox <3

Or maybe it's the Dell that sucks? So me and my sister got new laptops, Dell ones, mine red and hers pink. Yeah, it's the ones that are advertising a lot, these ones.

Reasons why not to buy these pieces of crap.
1. Anyway, it should have 160GB of memory right? WRONG.
Ours came only with 135GB, and with 20GB already used. IN WHAT? I dont think the programs installed already take that much space. But I guess they do. The paper I printed out [the receipt] says so too. And everytime I add, lets say, about 50 songs, it "occupies" one GB.

2 The color is an extra. They charge you $40 more for the color. The black one is the default one.

3 For a crappy ass webcam (don't believe me?) they charge you extra $20. NOT WORTH IT AT ALL.

4 It doesn't let me install/open Photoshop it says something about "writing to the registry". And it just won't open.

5 The mouse pad, OMG. Sometimes it gets stuck and doesn't move at all. It won't move where you want it to most of the time.

6 It doesn't let you delete folders from the C: drive. NONE. It says you don't have permission to... Even if you're the administrator.

7 Sometimes, even when you've put the password in 2 times, it says incorrect. It drives me nuts.

8 It freezes. A lot.

9 The shipping takes forever, It took 2 weeks for these to come in, when we ordered the 3-5 days shipping method.

10 I really, really do not at all recommend you to buy these laptops. The only good side of it, is the freaking color. (Oh which reminds me, it costs $40 more bucks did I say that already?! No bluetooth, no nothing. Everything is extra for more than $20. I HATE YOU.

I miss my old laptop, but oh well. I have everything in this one now. Anyone else with one or with Vista that can help me with some tips? I'm going insane i swear.


Back to my real world...
Since adding new programs is being crap, I just got Filezilla to work so sorry for affiliates adding being delayed. And for new stuff until I get Photoshop to work.
I went to the movies today and watched part of District 9. It was saaad. I need to know the ending though, anyone? Oh and The Final Destination in 3D. The ending was crap, honest. And we have off tomorrow, duh Happy Labor Day. I hope my computer life gets better, PLEASE COMPUTER GOD!

I haven't writen much here but i have to!
So tonight is the star thing? I wonder if i would be able to see it though. I hope, at night by my house there isn't really a lot of city lights.
Enough about that, my back to school shopping was okay, its my last year in high school and i feel both happy and sad about that.

Quick question, would it matter where you live as long as you attend school? My current  house belongs to one school district while im attending thhe other next to it and suppously, i cant put this address because i dont belong to that school. WTF.
Wasn't America about no child left behind, get a FREE education? Well if i put my current address i would have to pay $28 dollars a DAY to attend HIGH SCHOOL.

WHAT THE FUCK. Just my rant of the day, i barely woke up (2:30pm) and about to have pizza. LIFE IS GOOD.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY I DO WHATEVER I WANT.
Well tomorrow is and I cannot wait for it! I am going to have my closest friends (except one) and my boyfriend with me at the park and I couldn't ask for more because that's just how I want to spend it. We thought of ice skating but too much to get organized and all so NEH.

So anyway, isn't it ridiculous that just because I started losing weight (hard work!) my aunt immediately thinks I have an eating disorder? I mean COME ON it's me who we're talking about . It's stupid but she says she's going to send me get "checked out". BOO.
Well my laptop charger doesnt want to work well and I dont have money to buy a new one and even if i did, its not one of my priorities. I can put like a sock under the cable and adjust it and tah dah ^.^

That's it for now, trying to comment ppl's blog LATER.

So my wisdom tooth is hurting so much right now i cant stand it. And im typing with one hand. Some of you might be able to help me out i hope!

I have like an inflammation on top of my wisdom tooth, its like a medium size ball full of pus which hurts a lot and its making my teeth hurt.
I googled it but it says you have to get the wisdom tooth out is that true? Cuz i dont want to! I also read salt+water could help it too. I tried it but nothing really.. so i gave in and told my grandma about it. She told me to put half a bean on the pus ball to pop it and use Orajel so it will stop hurting and thats what i'm doing right now but it hasn't popped..

I dont have any updates related to the site and even if i did i wouldn't be able to post them. I hope this works, im seeing my bf on saturday i dont want to be in a bad mood because of this.

Anyway nothing much to chat about so laters.

You, my friend , why are you so stupid at times? You're the one of the "click" that always acts tough around everyone but for some things youre just too naive. IF A GUY IS HURT YOU ONCE, HE WILL DO IT AGAIN. Some girls just dont understand that or want to even believe that. I wish i could help out my friend more...

Anyway enough of that. I really need new LJ icons but im too lazy to create some anddd its hard to find any good ones. Specially of bands. Twilight icons they always post them over at lion_lamb  and half of them are really simple or bad. Not talking mess about anyone's work, just saying! Thats why i dont bother making any, cuz i know they'll suck (:

Finally the last day of pre calculus class was yesterday and today i was planning on going to the GYM. It always makes me feel better about myself and body. But when i went to the restroom in the morning... surprise! Bloody hell did i got a surprise ha. I got my period and the pills i take have no effect at all. So the GYM has to be rescheduled for another time.

Did i talk about my 4th of July? I think i will.
So my boyfriend spend the night over and slept in the living room with my cousin and bro, on friday night. We all woke up around 4:20am saturday to get our stuff ready to make a trip to huntsville tx which is like an hour and a half. We wanted to take a good spot (it was worth it!) and got there at exactly 7. We had a little difficulties with how to pay for the entrance since it wasnt opened yet, but we did. We got there and it was sooooooo quiet and relaxing, we played in the swings for a bit and enjoyed the view. Then i think around 9, we got in our swimsuits and headed in the special river area to swim!
When i go swiming the little trash always bothers me and my bf says i will get used to it. IDK.
So the water felt warm and i missed the non-chlorine water! It was fabulous and we spent almost the whole day there! Then we ate and swam again and blah blah blah. At 3 we headed back home and dropped my bf off (his mom was still at work).
And then waited at midnight for the fireworks TAH-DAH!
It was fun and the  most amazing i've ever had i swear.

Enough of me, how about you? XD
I hate the font on this layout sooo much! I'm off to re-write my novel :)

I wanted to let people know about my livejournal community: anamcr_designs .
I update with new resources i make and more misc stuff. It's gonna be rad with the time. Spread the word if you can too <3
Thanks!

I know i havent written on here for a while but eh
Anyway, I went to the movies last night with my boyfriend (even though my friends where suppoused to be there too but they went by themselves!) anyway, and we first saw Transformers and it was you know, okay. Then My Sister's Keeper but i didnt like it at all. Nothing is like the book and i loved the book so much! It was really boring and since everyone is saying they cried... I didnt! And im a very sensitive person! Wow. That sucked!
And then when we were leaving, i needed to pee. So when i came out to wash my hands a girl covered in piercings was like "OMG you look so cute can i take a picture of you?!" and i said "sure" Then she showed it to me, it was so weird.
It's happened before that people want to take my picture i just dont understand WHY?!

Ive been updating more my website than on here, idk why.

Oh and have yall heard "The Fallen"? Evanescence without Amy even though i think that new chick is trying sooo hard to be like her. BLAH.

Well my night was nice, I went to the movies with my boyfriend, and in the previews this popped out:


Yea i know. If you haven't read the book then i dont think you'll get the emotional feeling to it. I wanted to cry so badly when i was watching it, but hey i acted strong. This book is soooooooooooooo good. I cannot wait for the movie. If you havent read it yet, i really recommend it. "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult i think im spelling it right.

( Read S P O I L E R about what the book is about. Shortly written by me lol. )

So thats it for me. Im pretty tired. Happy Mothers Day!!

Im bad i havent updated about my life in a while have i?
Hmmm well nothing much going on! I finally officialy told my aunt about my boyfriend, so no more need in hiding to hang out yay! First place i went was his house on friday  to hang out, his birthday was last wednesday.
I'm doing really bad in school and i know i can bring one of those 2 failing grades up, but sometimes im too lazy. It has to stop!!
My life is the same old boring stuff :D

I made one of these. They are just like LiveJournal but more advanced.
I will never leave LJ though XD So many years together!
Okay from now on i will post a picture everyday that either makes me really happy or really sad.

Todays pic:

I bought Dead Silence the other day and even though I'd seen it before, it still amazes me AND scares me lol. It's very very very rainy today and so dark outside with a lot of thunder. And with that part on the movie where the scary clown comes out, it can give nightmares! Lol.
So i got it for $5 even though it was $9, i insisted it was in the $5 bin, which was.

My life has been pretty good lately. Spring dance was canceled yesterday because of the storm. It was Alan's and I 2 month anniversary this past wednesday and next wednesday is his birthday!  I dont know what to give him and i really dont have a lot of money.
My aunt even said she was gonna cut cable/internet because they cut her hours at work.
She always seems to be in such a cranky mood, thats why i stay most of the time in my room so i dont have to deal with her in the living rooom or kitchen. I havent been to the movies in like 2 or 3 weeks (which is a long time if you knw me) but im reserving every chance i get to hang out with my BF. And also money.
I feel bad i dont hang around as much as i used to with my bff but thats cool.
Yeah okay lighting is scaring me now, laterz.

I havent cried in a long time
Now i feel like i cant stop.

Its not THAT bad you know. Thats me in the icon >>
My eyes just get tired a bit when i wear them and when i dont. So on friday i donated blood for my 2nd time. It wasnt so bad as before. This time it was not so painful and so much faster. I did felt a bit lightheaded aftrwards but just a bit, maybe its because im not the right weight to donate but i still did ha!
My mom says that you gain weight when you donate blood is this true? Anyway, i got to skip 2 classes and got an awesome green tshirt.
I spend my weekend with Alan &hearts; lol We went to the movies....... I mean i dont know what else to do but do something i LOVE so hey the movies that is! You might think that thats all i do but really, i do it because i love movies. Kay?

I cant believe im going to be a senior by september. FCUK YES.


PS. Today my history/economics teacher gave me a box of some new professional coloring pencils. YES.

So I took the test, wasnt hard i think he was trying to give trick questions but neh! I bet i will get an A on it. Im not trying to be a show off but it was easy really. I let my friend copy the bonus question though, he owes me big time.

As you might know, one of my obsessions and love are movies. And i hadnt bought any recently which makes me sad.. But yesterday i bought Pineapple Express ($20). Dont know if its worth my money but i really like the movie so what the heck. I was looking for Saw 5 but only found the especial edition one but it was like $30 and i was like no thank you.
I finally got Photoshop CS3 woohoo.. Anyone recommend any good coloring or anything tutorials?

My life is boring really. Oh imma donate blood again next week! Friday to be exact. Did i ever write about what happened last time? IDK, let me check and if i didnt, i will =)

I havent eated pizza in forever haha nah, i just saw the ad from pizza hut and really want some now. I believe i dont drink cokes or anything other than water now. I rarely drink cokes like at parties or when i go to the movies or out to eat you konw that stuff and its usually on saturdays but i dont do it as much anymore. I think tahts why i dont feel as fat/full anymore. (Im not soo crazy about my weight though). Its not about my weight, but i got used to it already. My aunt buys me packs of water bottles for like a month and i just grab one everyday..

What else what else.
Oh! This past weekend  i went to the mall to get our imac checked (They SUCK dont buy them) because the mouse once again for like the 5th time didnt work and i told them iwas getting annoyed by it so they just keep giving us a new one. Anyway, it was my friends bday on monday so i bought her a Middium shirt, shes not tiny but not fat. And i wasnt planning on going to buy anything because i looked like crap honestly. I was wearing my xtra large hoodie and some pants 3x my size.. and when i was gonna check out the shirt the guy is like "is this shirt for you?" and im like "no its a gift actually" then hes like "oh yea cuz i was about to say its a BIT too small for you ya knw?"
it pissed me off and was about to tell him to go fuck his gayguy or something but that wouldve been MEAN.
and i dont do MEAN.
just BAD.

 Bleh its just about to be 7am and im ready to go to school.. 
Nothing interesting in my life though.
My sister got a new car yesterday, its one of those that are flat from behind? yeahhh ha i make fun of it but hey!
Mmm im staying for chemistry tutorials today since we're having a test on friday.
I finally get this stuff we're doing but i still wanna do good to bring up my class grade since i have it very low cuz i havent turned in homework in a while.. hmm.
Ill write more when i get back later today =)